Sometimes it feels like it's just you...but it's not.

Sometimes I think b/c I have cancer that I should get a "pass" on all days sad, upsetting or discouraging for a little while. I think I could make a case that I've reached my quota. At these times, I want to say "ENOUGH"! Just for today, ENOUGH! Then with amazing force I am reminded that life doesn't stop or slow down for me. It just keeps happening. I can get upset, rationalize and justify whatever I want but in the end, God gave me this day and that truly is a gift. How I choose to begin and end it is also a choice. Maybe the best thing to do is tell God, "thank you" and give this day and all its trials and drama to him and show up again tomorrow.